“Entry 2: The container of self – a letter to my self, the universe, and my former container
I feel sad to leave this beautiful place – as I think this thought, my eyes well up with tears, and I feel warmth in my body, for I am not afraid to feel. How beautiful it is to be present. Thank you Self, thank you Universe for allowing me to be as open as I am now.
It is as if Self had been contained within a ceramic container, and it has now burst open, and I stand in the middle of a universe within, surrounded by broken ceramic shards, looking out. Thank you Container for holding me. Thank you Container for holding me while I healed, and helping the universe make sense as I deconstructed my rigid beliefs. The way you made the Universe smaller really helped me, but you knew that I was ready for more, so you gave way to Self’s tinkering.
I will treasure these broken pieces, and the memories that we have shared, but Universe, I am ready to explore you. As I stare into the space from this open plane, I wonder who you are, Self, who I will meet, Humanity, and what I will discover, Universe.
Speak Universe; Speak Humanity (of whom everyone is part of this sacred journey); Speak Self, for I am listening. I wonder what I will discover of who I am? I wonder what I will discover of who you are – what this thing we call life, is all about. What will you reveal to me?“
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